Roller Coaster

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The January sun hung harsh over Palo Alto in 2026, bleaching the streets and burning through Dr. Lena Voss’s nerves. AI capex was exploding, CDS spreads widening by the hour, and her startup wobbled between life and oblivion. She held her coffee as if it were ballast, but her hands still shook. The future—her future—felt like sand slipping through her fingers.

By February, earnings calls whispered of pilot failures. Models that once dazzled now blinked blankly under scrutiny. Stocks slid 8% in a single evening. Investors who had once begged for meetings vanished without goodbye. Lena stared at her empty inbox, the silence bruising.

March brought the deluge: a $120B debt spree and congressional hearings branding the whole boom “AI waste.” Subpoenas landed on Lena’s desk with the weight of accusation. She felt her heartbeat spike each time a new headline dropped.

April’s Q1 disclosures were merciless—ROI under 5%, trust collapsing, Nasdaq down another 15%. Half her team—friends she’d built dreams with—had to go. Their stunned faces lingered as she tried to sleep.

By May, the valley was on fire. Engineers newly jobless crowded the streets, shouting about inequality and broken promises. Antitrust drafts pinballed through Congress, threatening to dismantle the hyperscalers that propped up her partnerships. Lena felt the world tilting beneath her.

June’s Q2 numbers crushed what little hope remained. Mag7 stocks shed 30% as debt cracked under its own absurd weight. Her company finally defaulted. The servers went quiet, the office lights stayed off, and Lena sat alone, unable to stop her tears.

July hollowed out what still stood. Semiconductor shortages choked supply chains, power grids flickered across the West, and GDP warnings stacked like storm clouds. Lena felt her own light flicker with them.

Then August arrived—and the bottom fell out. Nasdaq was cleaved in half, $15T erased in days. Fed rate cuts came too late to matter. Lena watched her last cluster go dark, the screen reflecting only her own stunned face.

September declared the recession formal. Austerity programs trickled out meager open-source grants. Lena scavenged code in makeshift co-op garages, surviving on grit and stubbornness.

October froze everything. No VC checks. R&D budgets severed by nearly half. Her once-vibrant lab felt like a mausoleum, filled with ghosts of ideas that never made it.

By November, the valley finally snapped. Protests surged; investigators circled the billionaires. Lena joined the marches, shouting until her voice broke.

December sealed the year with a 1.5% GDP plunge. And yet—quiet embers began to glow. Recovery pilots emerged underground: cheap edge prototypes, open models patched together with defiance. Lena felt something like hope—a faint spark—return.

January 2027 peaked at 10% unemployment. But fabs flickered back to life, and Lena rehired two loyal engineers. Their hugs chipped away at the hollowness inside her.

February halved AI capex to $180B. And suddenly, efficiency blossomed: smaller, sharper prototypes, ROI no longer a joke. Lena found herself smiling for the first time in months.

March shattered the old order. Antitrust rulings split the hyperscalers; new challengers rushed in. Lena’s tiny spin-off caught on the wave, the momentum electrifying her veins.

April steadied revenue. Edge AI surged. A pilot of hers helped restore irrigation on distant farms, and she cried at the simple relief on a farmer’s face.

May softened job numbers. Cafes refilled. Conversation returned. Lena realized she was breathing freely again.

June’s Q2 growth—2%—ignited grassroots innovation. Her co-op transformed into a community, a place of shared work and mutual belief.

July’s $5T rebound felt unreal. Ethical AI mandates passed, and Lena chaired her first ethics board meeting, vindicated at last.

August brought global GDP growth. Supply chains diversified, optimism seeping back into the world. Lena’s scars thickened into something like strength.

September thawed VC flows. Pilots now succeeded 20% of the time — not perfect, but real. Investors returned, humbled.

October delivered profits: Q3 up 15%. Nasdaq climbed 20% in relief. Lena felt the lift, like wings unfurling.

November rebuilt the social contract. Trust programs spread across the valley, stitching communities back together. Lena walked through the crowds feeling finally whole.

And December crowned it all: a 4.7% annual AI-driven GDP boost. On the roof of her new office, wind whipping through her hair, Lena looked out over the reborn valley. The lights no longer looked menacing; they pulsed with purpose.

She breathed in the night, steady and unshaken. Her legacy wasn’t the fall, but that she had risen with the valley, rebuilt by intention, not illusion.